​no one is reliable

[Verse]
Recently, been going under, colder than the tundra
You be sleeping on me, slumber, only want to give you the cucumber
Wouldn't give my heart, I won't give my brain
Used to think that I was smart, swear to God, I've gone insane
In times I lack awareness what some others call careless
Rarely, I get embarrassed based on other people's standards
Not the type of dude to pander, though, they don’t like my candor
I'm tryna be myself in a world full of cancer
Keep it brief, chase relief from the pain and the stress
Ran away, I never left, you know I'm sad, you never guessed
I regressed so far, pushed too hard
That I dropped my guard, now my heart's in shards
Grow numb for the world, numb for the pain
Dumb for the girls, use my dick for a brain
If it don't go well, ain't got nothing to say
Guess it's all my fault, best be walkin' away
Miss the good times, I miss the old days
I know my head spins when the Earth rotates
And my thoughts crowd, but they ain't got no space
I been telling myself that it's okay
But it's not though, I was at the top floor
And then I jumped off and I cracked my skull
Down onto the pavement, I ain't been the same since
For this world, I ain't never had the patience
Love to tell me what I lack like it's a matter of fact
You jumpin' to conclusions, don't expect me to react
One time I had a good thing, but it ended in a flash
I see no one is reliable, and I'm okay with that
I put the weight upon myself, I should not blame anyone else
Nothing is permanent in this life, the snow will melt
And I've accepted that, but nonetheless
Realizing this was painful I guess
But once I learned the lesson, it was easier to cope
People in it for themselves, I used to blame 'em, now I don't
Friends don't worry 'bout your feelings, they too worried 'bout their own
I have to not worry about the things that I cannot control
Don't you catch my drift? You following along?
I hope that one day someone proves us wrong
But I will not hold my breath, this ain't "woe is me," this is real A.F

[Outro]
Mhmm, no one is reliable
Mhmm, no one is reliable
Mhmm, no one is reliable
Except me