No More

[Verse 1:]
Look, I got a question
Is this is what I really ever wanted to be?
What I achieved ain't nothing compared what I had to lose in order to breathe
In order to breathe I had to give up all of my needs
I picked myself up and flew back in greed
There were times when I used to hurt myself
Everyone looking down on me, but now I got drugs that help
But see, what I really ever wanted was someone to be
With me through all of this storm I've fought with complete
Faith, I ain't never gonna lose it
Everyone laughed and nobody was there to pull me through it
At nights I sat alone and cry
Thought about people who always lied
I'd rather cry out than to be judged by holding this grudge
Nothing is greater than love of God as such

[Chorus 1:]
If you ain't looking at the bright side you're wrong
Yeah this sunshine is what I now gotta hold on
I'm holding to the danger
Cause I'm ain't afraid no more, I got what I need
And I need no more
I'm holding to this hope
And I ain't losing it again, no matter where it leads me
I'm holding to the danger
Cause I'm ain't afraid no more
And I need no more

[Verse 2:]
See I've often been felt like so damn helpless
Worrying about my life, it's running like it's endless
I wanted more, got more but all of that money just felt less
So guess that makes me now more selfish
And yeah, I made a lotta mistakes, I often tried to run back from my pain
Say my name, and find what makes me so damn insane
And I pray everyday and I'm never giving in less
People tried to pull me down but I've always cut the jest
I left em over like dirt in a wind and that's the part I feel so... Best
But with every night that passes by why do I feel like a mess
With cleaning it up and the rest, I got the text
I'm waiting for ya, I'm still waiting for a text
Cause I'm just a man, with a heart that's hopelessly blessed
Picked apart and put in front of a bag of tests
And yes, I'm a liar
I'm ain't afraid to say it loud or think about that prior
To this day, I still do try uh
What am I? Who am I? I question as these winds flow back the '08 flyers
The mind is filled with nothing but deaths and trails
Still I'm stuck with God, hoping one day it'll be alright
Looking back guess I've came a long way, now let's end this fight

[Chorus 2:]
But long ways have been harder than these short days
Smoking it up with just a heartbreak
But I gave up, now I pray
I'm holding to the danger
Cause I'm ain't afraid no more, I got what I need
And I need no more
I'm holding to this hope
And I'm losing it again, no matter where it leads me
I'm holding to the danger
And I need no more