No, its alright

I'm in my room doing nothing, thinking about you
I had a dream last night
You and me were once again two
Fuck my needs
Fuck me
Everything is green
I hate everything I've ever done and ever seen
Maybe she's right I'm evil
I should just give up and die
Even though it hurts, my pain is nothing
I deserve it all
Fucking slime
A stupid bitch who sings in crying
And pretends to fall
Too weak to die
Not good enough to live a decent life
And everytime I try to meet someone
She said I'm nice
Thеy get to know me
And then thеy say that I ruined their life
I'll take the blame
You know who's fault it is is always mine

I'm not saying that it's alright
Can't do it over like another time
I deserve the hate I get, its fine
Maybe I'll do better in another life

I'm not saying that it's alright
Can't do it over like another time
I deserve the hate I get, its fine
Maybe I'll do better in another life

I'm creepy
A monster
Is this what you mean
I'm a sociopath
I guess because you think this way
But you know that I'm always
Still lying to you
Fuck your feelings you asshole
No crying for you
I hate myself
I know it's not unique or special
I'm just a piece of shit
Stress me
I deserve pressure
I just wanna live
Trapped in shitty decisions
Please make a large incision in my heart
Take it out, take a bite, it's a start

I'm not saying that it's alright
Can't do it over like another time
I deserve the hate I get, its fine
Maybe I'll do better in another life

I'm not saying that it's alright
Can't do it over like another time
I deserve the hate I get, its fine
Maybe I'll do better in another life

Trapped in shitty decisions
Please make a large incision in my heart