No, I’m not afraid to die!

[Build-up]
Yeah, ay
No, I'm not afraid to die
Ay, yeah, ay

[Chorus]
No I'm not afraid to die
I'm just afraid that hell might be where I reside
Look in my eyes, the pain will haunt you every time
Tell me I'm fine, but I'm still thinking that it's lies
I'm terrifed, but no, I'm not afraid to die
I'm just afraid that hell might be where I reside
Look in my eyes, the pain will haunt you every time
Tell me I'm fine, but I'm still thinking that it's lies
I'm terrifed, but no, I'm not afraid to die

[Bridge]
If you really knew me, you would hate me
Yeah, hide my insecurities for safety
Yeah, guilty is a habit I've been fellin lately
Can someone save me?

[Verse 1]
Man, I hate my past so much
Ain't that sad?
Messed up big, and I can't go back
I'm afraid hell might be where I deserve it
If I die right now, would it be that bad?
Like, pfft, I don't know, bro, I'm still breathing
Change my light, but (?) still bleeding
Every day I'm re-living my sins
And I know that I forgive what these thoughts are decieving
Like, hi, I'm anxiety
I worry inside my dreams
You say it's irrational
But it's all realistic to think
You don't know my team
I done things I can't believe
Can't somebody kill me?
I don't wanna live inside of me

[Chorus]
No I'm not afraid to die
I'm just afraid that hell might be where I reside
Look in my eyes, the pain will haunt you every time
Tell me I'm fine, but I'm still thinking that it's lies
I'm terrifed, but no, I'm not afraid to die
I'm just afraid that hell might be where I reside
Look in my eyes, the pain will haunt you every time
Tell me I'm fine, but I'm still thinking that it's lies
I'm terrifed, but no, I'm not afraid to die

[Bridge]
Yeah, If you really knew me, you would hate me
Yeah, hide my insecurities for safety