NO HEART IN THE MACHINE

And so it seems
Yeah it seems
That all my life I been accomplishing some
Bullshit that don't even mean nothing

You see you're just another cog in the machine
Who's been living their life through these fraudulent means
So till ya cells rot
Nervous system shell shocked
You'll never live the life ya saw in your dreams

Lemme show ya off when I was posted doin'
Ludacris actions in my school
With no pursuits to staying studious
I Was your local hooligan
Who never seemed to have the traction
Till records flipped and I was swaying to them

The only outlet for this madness was in musеs
Where my mind would once wandеr to pits
I'm out here doin this
Living my life ass backwards
To make a couple bars on my tracks work
But feel I cannot move any faster

Still here feelin mad hurt
And busting my ass for an advert
But the audience adverse

I can't claim to be anyone's master
So watch the novice spin up a rhyme
About my weakest of times

Lemme take ya back to when I was just a munchkin
Eating Lunchables was the extent of my function
As a young man they taught me to punch in
Walking empty shift streets to get some tea
And cure my ceaseless hunger

My whole life I've been seen as a number
With days gone by, I only feel number
And you can only roll with the punches
So long, Till electric shocks can't wake this soul
From slumber

And I don't wanna be this
Demon laughing in my mirror turnin me to fiend shit
And when my dreams end So abruptly, I thus seek
The water in the beaches, Till I go off the deep end
And feed in, All the harsh thoughts
To my own meaningless defense
Ripping me apart, The water round me is freezing
And so is my heart, Even if I grasp sereneness
The water in my circuits, Slowly seeps in ,Until I fuckin choke

So I'm hopping over moats
To escape all my days, Of narrow halls and bumpy roads
Feels the walls around me gettin closed in
Yeah thats right, I could never get with the motion
You know this

No I don't wanna be here
They say life's bout conquering
Supreme fears
I breed fear
Then feast on the thoughtless and needless
You'll be next
Wearing my heart on my sleeve, with some green sweats