No Going Back (Zombie Toshiro Rap)

[Verse 1]
She caught me by surprise
And now my soul has turned to ice
A burdened life
She turned my friends to foes
So I deserned the knife
Carved and sliced
A hard goodbye
Though I know ya, I part the tide
Even if she starts the fight because she is all that my heart desires
It's like she's stolen you, motive only controlling dudes
Cast away the old me when I just did what she told me to
Thesе strings attached
Hold me way she snarеs in my chest
Committed to the catch like she bout to marry a net
I was already cold and then you had to touch my core
And never let it go like your bloods stained upon my soul
Sweet darkness embraced by a day dream
Lost myself to an angel with fake wings
No sense of self she fills this pain
Feel like Jada Pinket with my Will this strained

[Chorus]
When the ice gets cold
Ain't no soul intact
I can't fight this pull
Ain't no goin' back
But I like this though letting go, in fact
Kinda lightens this load from these soulless acts
(x2)

[Verse 2]
My power became hers to wield
I'm wit a sword and hearse no shield
And though I know the curse is real
I'd still be the first to kill
Anyone she pointed to
I'm the gun she'd point and shoot
Aim it an ally ain't no difference what I'm goin' to do
Slaughter 'em like cattle
Might as well
They just bought the farm
Not even conflicted
Slight surprise shit was not that hard
Made the blade sing like in a tavern, better stop the bard cuz the music slays, now you mad, seems I've struck a chord
I wish I had the foresight
To wall her off, no Fortnite
But I'm too weak and of course I'm speaking loosely
I'll still fold ya
But tell me how is this bad when it feels so good
Sense of purpose in tacked but the motive obscure
I don't know how I've changed
How she got in my brain
Please help me or just kill me

[Chorus]
When the ice gets cold
Ain't no soul intact
I can't fight this pull
Ain't no goin' back
But I like this though letting go, in fact
Kinda lightens this load from these soulless acts
(x2)