No Going Back (Remix)

[Chorus: Atlus]
Too far gone, I can't live like this
We got no heat, just a candle stick
On the wrong road, tryna fix these cracks
So close now, I can't go back!

[Verse 1: GAWNE]
Home
See me running out that door cause I'm gone- bitch, so long
I promise you that once I leave, I can never run laps
I won't ever come back to my past- man, I can't, not a chance
'Cause the pain was insane from the way I was trapped
Twenty-two years I done lived through the crap, but I made my escape and the anger amassed
Payback to the world, now I'm the man
Bitch, I'm the muhfuckin' man
Fuck, goddamn- never had a plan
All I ever did was, I just go ham, so I just throw hands
And fuck what you heard about my past
You can get hurt looking back
So I don't wanna hear a word about that blurted out
From that little bird around muhfuckin' word of mouth crap
Cause I started from the bottom but, I made it to the summit
Never panicking when I was in the gutter
Cause I do it for my mother, making music for my brother
So for every motherfucker who was telling me I'd never leave a legacy
When I was down and losing my identity and pedigree
I thought I'd never be able to shred a beat again
But then the heavenly amenities gave me the strength to better me
So presently I'm turning into someone you could never be (Uh)
My life use to be a big struggle- how to lift the pieces everyday, tryna save a few dollars
Just so I could have a budget for the studio, you could never knock my hustle
Watchin' my momma work 12 hour days stung me, like touching hydrogen peroxide
All the nights I suffered I ain't never going home
Hell no, I'm running- feet don't fail me, now I'm coming

[Chorus: Atlus]
Too far gone, I can't live like this
We got no heat, just a candle stick
On the wrong road, tryna fix these cracks
So close now, I can't go back!

[Verse 2: CHVSE]
Home
What you know bout being down on yourself (Uh)
Always feeling homesick even when you're home, and you never really figured that out but
Maybe I been thinking bout the past- hated being sick of always sitting in the house (Uh)
Now I'm pretty healthy but I'm scared to live my life, 'cause I don't do so well inside a crowd
Motherfucker, I don't need no booze, I don't need no jewels
I don't need no sleep, I don't need no food
Tried to tell my teachers I don't need no school, now they look at me like "He's so cool"
I got déjà vu when I see y'all fools
I don't need no help there will be no deuce
I got women in my room and they need my juice
So I fuck em till they drop like a DJ do
What the heck, baby- just come and have sex, baby
I been thinking a lot- I swear it ain't you, I'm drivin' myself crazy
Shit, I'm feeling depressed lately, but I know I'm blessed daily
And I should just focus on me and never let them phase me
Damn, but I do
So tell me who to blame when I feel it comin' through
I got the fire in my veins, spit at every one of you
Until the fever set, and there ain't no coronavirus flu (Whoo)
Mix it with Ebola, glow up, hold up- it's an epidemic, never let it into you
And I know- yeah, I noticed they hold us at a higher level than the fuckin rest of you (Whoo)

[Chorus: Atlus]
Too far gone, I can't live like this
We got no heat, just a candle stick
On the wrong road, tryna fix these cracks
So close now, I can't go back!