No Fairytale

You thought I wouldn’t fight back
Had me down for a while, but I’m right back
I knew you wouldn’t like that
Sleeping alone, you should try that

I got my mind in a thousand places, but my heart’s gonna stay with me
I would lie if I’d deny it’s racing, but I’d be wrong to let it free

Now I’m running up and down the same hill every single time
Tell me something I don’t know yet cause I need to change my mind

I try, but you lie and I’m not here to fool with myself
This goodbye is forever until I meet someone else

It’s lonely but I’m better off talking to myself
This is ain’t what I pictured but at least I don’t need help
Crying doesn’t fit me, it looks better when I smile
It’s hard to let you go, but I’ve known it for a while

I thought you were my lover
I thought you were my friend
I thought we found each other
Guess it was all pretend
This ain’t no fairytale, tale
Fairytale, tale

Giving up? I don’t even know how
There’s a lot of me that I gotta show now
All you did is make me stronger
So i’m better off being on my own now

I don’t need to worry, I’m done with saying sorry
I’m done with acting you’re in my head
Remember when we dated, I really thought we made it
I’m glad you’re only present in my past

It’s lonely but I’m better off talking to myself
This is ain’t what I pictured but at least I don’t need help
Crying doesn’t fit me, it looks better when I smile
It’s hard to let you go, but I’ve known it for a while

I thought you were my lover
I thought you were my friend
I thought we found each other
Guess it was all pretend
This ain’t no fairytale, tale
Fairytale, tale

This ain’t no fairytale, tale
Fairytale, tale