No Don’t Think So

Running again.
They're calling off the chase for me.
This is the end but I'm not satisfied.
Bleeding from tired skin.
And fresh tears that I'm drowning in.
Don't leave me with much more to say.
There's nothing new to me.

No, don't think so.
It's never ending.
You're just pretending.
How does it feel?

No, don't think so.
It's never ending.
Watch where you're treading.
This can't be real.

I made the choice to be this way.
So hate what I become you're not the only one.
What a waste.

It could be so easy to walk 'round in a haze.
In place out of the way sounds about right.
Repeat this in your hand.
You're not your own, you're better dead.
I'm so far gone over the edge.
I'm not so far away.

No, don't think so.
It's never ending.
You're just pretending.
How does it feel?

No, don't think so.
It's never ending.
Watch where you're treading.
This can't be real.

I made the choice to be this way.
So hate what I become you're not the only one.
What a waste.

I'm still the one with the damage done.
I'm talking as I please all so selfishly.
What a waste.
Down, the dead weight of it all.
Has almost swallowed me.
I'm found like every other day.
No second chance to see.

Bound by circumstances.
I won't be.
You don't have a chance.
So break me.
Still so incomplete.
Don't save me.
Living in defeat with no hope for anyone.

Struggle for your life.
Twist and turn and guide the knife.
Perfecting your mistakes.
What else have I got to say.
Menance in disguise.
Blackened, vacant, tired eyes.
Help me suffocate.
Too late.