​​no bad days

[Intro]
It's over, October
December, remember

[Chorus]
Grow up and it's over
No more tricks and treats in October
No snow to carve in December
No bad days that I can remember
Way back when you told me
Each new sounded far from the old me
Miss that but still smell the ember
No bad days that I can remember

[Verse]
Yeah, 'cause I've been in my heart again
Throw it back to better days like nothing harder than
I feel complacent when I try to grow
And everyday I wake up dizzy, my kaleidoscope
Spinning faster, feeling like I'm plastered
But I've been sober, tryna run from that disaster
Yeah, I'm still the same but I'm starting to see clearer
Why? I can't explain the reason, I keep shattering the mirror
It goes-
One, two
Gettin', realer, undo
Try to make a little life from all the war like Sunzu
And It's cool that I got people that support what I do
But I hate that I can't run it back and I'ma die too

[Bridge]
I know I can't escape it
I can't escape it
Oh no

[Chorus]
Grow up and it's over
No more tricks and treats in October
No snow to carve in December
No bad days that I can remember
Way back when you told me
Each new sounded far from the old me
Miss that but still smell the ember
No bad days that I can remember, yeah