​no angel

It's taking over me
It's taking everything I have
To keep myself from wanting to
Be apart of you
Inside my ailing mind
I bribe myself to think that
I am made for you
What can I do for us to make it through?
I know it's hard to see the wounds inside of me
I'm hiding underneath all my suffering
And even if I cry, I'll never close my eyes
To see through all the lies you bestowed to me
When all is clarity, the hate you gave to me
With all sincerity hurts like a disease
The wings that brought you here will take you far and near
But you will always be no angel to me
You fill me with distrust
I'm writhing in disgust as I am
Told another person has
Loved you 'til it hurt
I want to seep inside
I want to sleep beside you when
Your heart depends on stranger's lust
Just to feel alive
I know it's hard to see the wounds inside of me
I'm hiding underneath all my suffering
And even if I cry, I'll never close my eyes
To see through all the lies you bestowed to me
When all is clarity, the hate you gave to me
With all sincerity hurts like a disease
The wings that brought you here will take you far and near
But you will always be no angel to me
I know it's hard to see the wounds inside of me
I'm hiding underneath all my suffering
And even if I cry, I'll never close my eyes
To see through all the lies you bestowed to me
When all is clarity, the hate you gave to me
With all sincerity hurts like a disease
The wings that brought you here will take you far and near
But you will always be no angel to me
I know it's hard to see the wounds inside of me
I'm hiding underneath all my suffering
And even if I cry, I'll never close my eyes
To see through all the lies you bestowed to me
When all is clarity, the hate you gave to me
With all sincerity hurts like a disease
The wings that brought you here will take you far and near
But you will always be no angel to me