NMB (Not My Blood)

[Verse 1: GRAVEHOURS]
Yeah, I feel at home at a fuckin' show
You might want me dead, but now I can go
Do it on my own, I don't need no hoe
What the fuck, did you really think I didn't fuckin' know?
Yeah, and we swervin'
Yeah, lane to lane fuckin' with the same clique
Ain't no overnight shit, I'm a misfit, suck my dick
I do this shit a lil' different than all of you niggas
Isolated but co-exist, ayy
If it wasn't for my friends I'd be in agony, yeah
Or feeling like I'm not supposed to be
And I love my fucking family
Not my blood, the ones that fuck with me

[Chorus: GRAVEHOURS]
Not my blood
Not my blood
Not my blood
Not my blood
Not my blood
Not my blood, yeah
(I feel numb)

[Verse 2: abbot]
Shorty say what's up, she hit up my phone
Fuck it, I don't care I've always been alone
Would I pray to God if he ain't fuckin' real?
Ran into the Devil, bitch, you know the deal
I find myself when I'm intoxicated
One day I'll look back see how far I made it
Hope I don't give up and lose motivation
Without you, I got through the suffocation
Hold up, my nigga, relax, I feel like you rappers just cap
Shorty confused by the strap, but she put that ass back on my lap (Yo)
And I'm not the "good guy" I'm an asshole
When I pull up with the MAC don't make me put that in 'attack mode' (Yo)

[Verse 3: GRAVEHOURS]
Just might pull up wit the strap, shoot that nigga if he lack, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy
I don't give a fuck
Shoot the one on one
Fade, then it's done
I say shit isn't getting to me but it's already under my skin, I can feel it
Crawling inside so I reached for the knife
Then I stenciled the area so I could peel it I think it's apparent
You beat the shit outta me 'til I vomited, is that a parent?
It's fucking with me, you think this shit is for love, but it's only made me the more distant

[Bridge: GRAVEHOURS]
Then I skrrt off in a drop top
I fell in love with the color of my wristwatch
In the whip with my nigga like it's co-op!
That's why your dumbass don't understand why I don't call (Yeah, ayy, hey)
(I do not understand)
What do you want me to say?
I just be all in the way (What?)
Feelin' like shit's pointless, I'ma throw it all away
Just like Ye said, you're not perfect, but you're not your mistakes
I'm feelin' paranoid, paranoid pair of niggas I wanna avoid

[Outro: abbot]
What can I say?
Stuck in my ways
I wouldn't change, but you tried anyways
Don't you tell me it's too late for me
Hope to get over this pain I see
You in my nightmares, you in my dreams
What can you fight for now I never sleep
My stomach feels hollow; these pills that I swallow
I keep to myself 'cause it's only my problem