Nines

[Chorus]
Oh, God
I've gotta fight it, but I'm so tired
I've gotta fake it, but it's so hard
I've gotta face it, but I can't find the words to

[Verse]
It feels like heaven's getting far away
But something's out there after, give or take
Or it all goes nowhere
Double back and we're back and I'm on my own
And I start right over
And I know that you probably heard
It's a day job and I put in my time
But I can't stop, gotta pay to be alive
And you know I get that minimum wage
And you know what? It don't matter, go crazy
You can wait to finally go, I let it follow me home
I got to know my heroes and now I'm back on my own

[Chorus]
I've gotta fight it, but I'm so tired
I've gotta fake it, but it's so hard
I've gotta face it, but I can't find the words to

[Outro]
I've gotta fight every ghost or it'll follow me home
I've gotta take every road or it'll swallow me whole
I've gotta let go of all the weight I'm carrying home
I levitate on my own
I've gotta, gotta figure out