Nine forty-five

[Verse 1]
Haven't had a minute to myself for a while
Need a refresh 'fore I go insane
Universe lights up whenever I smile
Had no reasons to do it lately
Man I always fret and I always stress
About the way that I'm presenting
Might pitch up my voice
Wish I had a choice
About the way that people see me

[Pre-Chorus]
Will I fix myself today
Never know, it's such a shame
Mild discomfort in my brain
Never let go, never let go

[Chorus]
You wanna fuck up my day
Feel like a fucking disgrace
But I am not who I was yuh

I'm just kidding felt like talking my shit
Spill out all my feelings hope I makе another hit
Hands on the clock say nine forty-fivе
Thinking for a second wish I could go back in time

[Verse 2]
Not cause I regret my choices
Only wanna scream my brain out
You'll hear my thoughts and
Feelings spilled in the sky
Maybe with some work we'd find ourselves flying high oh

[Pre-Chorus]
Will I fix myself today
Never know, it's such a shame
Mild discomfort in my brain
Never let go, never let go

[Chorus]
You wanna win me over
Better keep composure
Or I'm over and out ugh

Maybe I'm overreacting
Always getting heated so I mess up interactions
And I'm scared of the outcomes
Overanalyse all of my words wish I could backspin

Fuck about my feelings I want you to stay around
Always fucking miss you but I never make a sound

Maybe it's alright
Feel like I'm on cloud nine
I just need you in my life
Remember the good times
Wanna stay by your side
I finally feel alive

[Outro]
Why am I afraid of me
I don't know what to do or what to say
Same situation but different day
Always wanna say it but it's too much shame
And I can't go back
Yeah I can't slow down
100km an hour
It's different now