Nighttime Routine

[Verse 1]
In the wine I'm looking for a scapegoat
'Cause my liver can handle what my heart won't
And my mother wouldn't like that I'm drinking
It will kill her if she knew all the reasons
Turn off the lights, turn on the TV
No amount of melotonin's gonna make me sleep

[Chorus]
I hate my nighttime routine
My head gets so fucking mean
Stressing 'bout the future, living in the past
Pretending I do but I don't know who I am
I miss being seventeen
'Fore I lost my virginity
Before I started to wonder if I was enough
I didn't think twice, now I think way too much
I hate my nighttimе routine

[Verse 2]
Adding steps in my skincare to keep mе distracted
Tryna kill time 'cause I don't feel attractive
Can't get in bed without ten different pillows
I actually prefer all the noise out my window
Turn off the lights and turn on the TV (Ohhhh-ohhhh-ohhh-ohhh)
No amount of melotonin's gonna make me sleep (Ohhhh-ohhhh-ohhh-ohhh)

[Chorus]
I hate my nighttime routine
My head gets so fucking mean
Stressing 'bout the future, living in the past
Pretending I do but I don't know who I am
I miss being seventeen
'Fore I lost my virginity
Before I started to wonder if I was enough
I didn't think twice, now I think way too much
I hate my nighttime routine

[Bridge]
Swear I'm okay and this won't last forever
It's been good before so it's gotta get better
Uhh-ohh

[Chorus]
I hate my nighttime routine
My head gets so fucking mean
Stressing 'bout the future, living in the past
Pretending I do but I don't know who I am
I miss being seventeen
'Fore I lost my virginity
Before I started to wonder if I was enough
I didn't think twice, now I think way too much
I hate my nighttime routine
I hate my nighttime routine
I hate my nighttime routine