NIGHTMARES II

Now she holding back
Everything she wanna say
Guess she really didn't learn from just the other day
She's so caught up in her ways
And thinking that there's only her opinion
She don't give a fuck what no one gotta say
Her insecurities won't bring her any nearer
So why she sittin
Puttin on foundation and concealer
She's so fucking subborn
She won't see it any clearer
But she 's so much more than what she sees
When she look in the mirror
But all these thoughts she has
They just hold her back
From seein everyday of living it like it's the last
But i guess she ok with it
I ain't here say n shit
Even if she hates it
She don't try to get away form it
Why not
I know it's hard
I know it's not an overnight process
Only you can stop this
Only you can see that you're waistin your days
Tryna so hard to push these thoughts deeper into your brain
It's like

All i see is pain when i close my eyes
Ain't nothing to gain so i don't know why
This life ain't a life worth livin
This fight ain't a fight worth winnin
But every time that i'm here
In the same damn place
And all these nightmares
In the same damn face
That tell me all the fears that i can't replace
So i am just a slave to my head

Maybe it's me
Or maybe it seems no matter what i say
She gon hate what she sees
She gon wake up in the mornin
And she fine until she go
And stand in front of the mirror
And then her eyes get to pourin
And she gon think
She gon be this way forever
We a team
We gon beat this hate together
I'm by your side
Even if you just wanna sit and cry
And imma be the shoulder that you never had
And imma give you reasons you don't wanna die
Yeah but you gotta chose
What's better to lose
Everything that's good
Or the things that leave her bruised
Or the thing that's leaving scars
Or the things that break you down
I know you don't really wanna hear it girl
But just listen to how it sounds yeah

All i see is pain when i close my eyes
Ain't nothing to gain so i don't know why
This life ain't a life worth livin
This fight ain't a fight worth winnin
But every time that i'm here
In the same damn place
And all these nightmares
In the same damn face
That tell me all the fears that i can't replace
So i am just a slave to my head

All i see is pain when i close my eyes
Ain't nothing to gain so i don't know why
This life ain't a life worth livin
This fight ain't a fight worth winnin
But every time that i'm here
In the same damn place
And all these nightmares
In the same damn face
That tell me all the fears that i can't replace
So i am just a slave to my head