Nightmare

[Chorus]
Wakin up a mistake is a nightmare
Got no dreams, I got drugs, bitch I'm not there
I live a shitty whole life, this is not fair
If they say I'm gonna die then I don't care
I got some damage in my soul I cannot repair
Holding my breath inside my head, they could be anywhere
And they say that I'm enough, but I'm nowhere
Do you see my vacant eyes, will you look and stare?

[Verse]
You know I like running from something I despise
I know I can't make them realize
Am I a waste, should I even try?
I'll go and hide
Demons in my hеad, but I never fly
I say that it's nothing, but you know I'm not right
Run away from my issues, so I'm gonе in the night
I just wanna know if I should live this life
Bad luck, it tears me through
Nothing that I can do
Patience, come kill me now
I just can't be around
(? my soul, too tired to find when these stars take a hold
With all of my mind, trying to be bold, I don't wanna suffer, I just wanna decompose)

[Chorus]
Wakin up a mistake is a nightmare
Got no dreams, I got drugs, bitch I'm not there
I live a shitty whole life, this is not fair
If they say I'm gonna die then I don't care
I got some damage in my soul I cannot repair
Holding my breath inside my head, they could be anywhere
And they say that I'm enough, but I'm nowhere
Do you see my vacant eyes, will you look and stare?