Nightmare

Quit saying i'll be fine
Don't tell me not to worry
The stretch marks on my skin
Out speak you in it's glory

And i haven't slept in days
I've been saying i'm okay
It's a lie just like
The euphemisms you say everyday

And i don't know where i'm going
I can't breathe, i think it's showing
The love for my passion
Is the one thing that keeps me up

And your pep talks are a waste
You ask me, "hey, why the long face?"
But when i say what's going on
You just turn the other way

And i can't stand the fact that
Everything i love is being ripped away from me

And i tried to look on the bright side
But the shining light blinded my eyes
And left me cold and alone
To see nothing but black oblivion

I'm calling out to the dream i know
So sick of suffocating, i just wanna grow
I know that it gets better
But lately, i've been down the weather
I'll be fine
I just need some time alone