Nightmare

[Hook]
This ain't paradise it's a Nightmare
This ain't paradise it's a Nightmare
I look in your eyes and it's frightening
I look in your eyes and it's frightening
I drink too much I drink way way too much
I think too much I think way way too hard
This ain't paradise it's a Nightmare
I look in your eyes and it's frightening

[Verse 1]
Pussy be on my mind
Pussy be on my mind right right
She lay the kitty on my groin, I killed like it got nine lives
I really want you on my side, girl I'm tryna chip my pride oh yeah
I'm living through the edge of the night Benji said he'll handle the
Price price
Night night what a dark paradise
I was
Living through the lies, trust got vendalized, n**
Switching Evеrytime like who's the othеr guy
You keep, living in disguise, what you tryna hide
Happiness in intoxication can be compensating
Light the zoot till I'm armor-plated, life's so pixilated
I'm a friend of the dark when faded
Love's a walk in the park when faded

[Hook]
This ain't paradise it's a Nightmare
This ain't paradise it's a Nightmare
I look in your eyes and it's frightening
I look in your eyes and it's frightening
I drink too much I drink way way too much
I think too much I think way way too hard
This ain't paradise it's a Nightmare
I look in your eyes and it's frightening

(Switch up)
[Verse 1]
All of that overthinking, and still making bad decisions
All of that oversipping, and still got your pain persistent
You spilling tea I don't need, gossip is your way of living
You say you fuck with the lights off, you hate to see your decisions
You say you struggling mentally, want the connect to Maria
I hate to hear your confessions, I'm tryna fuck and not see ya
These are the curses of life, but still try to make it a living
These are the curses of life, we tend to take what is qiven
I'm scrolling through all of my homies, wondering when will it end
We got two things in common, which is beginning and the end
I followed the stars all my life, I lone for a glimpse of the moon, friend
I'm burnt now I look like the sun, then I got reflection of you, friend
You're nothing like what I prayed for
You're nothing like what I asked for
I was searching and searching and searching
Till you came through, till you came through

[Bridge]
Don't you break my heart ooh
Don't you take my love ooh
Why you live like that ooh
Why we switching sides ooh
You been on my mind
Running tracks, where you heading, runs on thousand miles
Running in my mind, a thousand miles, where you heading why you in
My mind

[Skit]
Exactly, that's what I'm saying is that I wanna be taken care of like I'm a
Cute girlie, and a cute girlie like me needs to be taken care of
Financilly, I'm putting me first!