Next Up - S4-E3, Pt.2

[Chorus:]
I'm not fatherless nigga, but I stay far from that nigga
I drink the weed and smoke the liquor
THC in my liver
I don't chat to dad, shit it's sad, I think I'm mad
I rap about what's happened, not what's happening
I don't think I'm bad
Bad one in the club
Give me a cup, I ain't drinkin' that
Broski's still sippin' on that mud
What you thinkin' akh
We lost AB in 2017, wish we could bring him back
I'm from the slums
They swing their shanks, mind where you're swingin' that

[Verse 1:]
Miz, I been steady
Been sayin' this for the fuckin' longest
Mentally not the fuckin' strongest
Mentally, I'm far beyond this
Wife is on my line, playin' mind games
Stressin' me causin' migraines
In school, I was focused on that bread
You can't buy grades
You can't buy no A's or B's
But I'm from the slums
You can get those Q's and C's
She wants love, you can't get that from a G
How to cope with deeper depression, I learnt that shit from me
If she ain't got an obsession, I send her to the streets
Uncle died, taught me a lesson
Never be defeat
Lost my auntie, Lupus
AB, knife crime
Uncle, cancer
You can see what my life's like
Lost my dad but he's still alive, what a guy
Last time we cried was when his brother died
Got a little bro on my dads side that I barely check
I need to act right
Cuz the next time that he sees me I could easily be flat line, and that's facts
I hate to say it, the game is the game, but I hate to play it
Show love or cut everyone off, I'm contemplating
The leng ones steady call me a Treit cuz I'm Jamaican
I make sure that I keep receipts cuz these girls steady stay lying on me
Too much love for bro in slums, like bro, don't go dyin' on me
Hate when guys try claim that they're my bros
They won't die for me
Hate when guys try claim that they're my bros
They won't ride for me
I been robbed, been shot at
Rusty, not a Glock akh
Family, I lost that
There's no one that I want back
Uncle died, the family broke
AB died, I started to smoke
Auntie died, and shit ain't been the same
I just wanna know
Why did it have to be me
I mean, why did it have to be them
Don't wanna die but I do wanna see them
My heart got broke, that was mainly by the Treitians
Nightmare outside, but even worse is when I'm sleeping
Like Miz, I'm the coldest
Kid loves Hovis
Pray I don't die to COVID
I broken hearts, I know this
Deserve real Karma, I know this
I been in love, I know this
Won't do it again, that's bogus
Don't call me, I'm high when I wrote this
I damn near cried when I wrote this
AB died, I was ready with it
Called CB, are you steady with it
Bill up a zoot, sip Henny with it
If bro say he did it, he did it
If the whip's gettin' spun, don't spin it
Cah the whip's just full of spinnage
Cah the whip's just-
My lung's, they're full of cannabis
If I lose one more, can't handle it
Mental health, it's damagin'
Squid game for the P's, I'm challengin'
Up in her belly, she hackin' it
Take it out, buss nut, then I'm backin' it
She do balloons, I'm not crackin' it
She love sip Henny, she backin' it

[Chorus:]
I'm not fatherless nigga, but I stay far from that nigga
I drink the weed and smoke the liquor
THC in my liver
I don't chat to dad, shit it's sad, I think I'm mad
I rap about what's happened, not what's happening
I don't think I'm bad
Bad one in the club
Give me a cup, I ain't drinkin' that
Broski's still sippin' on that mud
What you thinkin' akh
We lost AB in 2017, wish we could bring him back
I'm from the slums
They swing their shanks, mind where you're swingin' that