​newmaker III

[Verse 1]
(Warning)
Let me in
I'm tired of who I have been
I need you, I don't care
I'd destroy any air
Throw my life away for you
'Til I decay for you
My love has changed for you
No, I won't stay home

[Verse 2]
I can hear your heartbeat now, it's so loud
Take my hand, love, and pull me down
I know what you think of me now
You're taking away all the sound
Tried to set the bar so high
So nobody can see your eyes, all mine
Nobody could be your guy
I advise you never talk 'less you wanna die
I can not be beaten, at the same time I'm useless
He just wants your heart, but hе won't know how to use it
He's stealing my stylе, and he's tryna call it music
Show that to my girl 'cause she'll find that shit amusin'

[Verse 3]
If I'm being honest, think I'm in over my head
You're talking shit about me, your careers already dead
You're so funny, you're so funny, you think I give a shit?
Keep on pitching down your voice when you deliver the mix
You only ask for features, wonder why I don't reply
You treat me like a number, a number all in your eye
Won't treat me like I'm normal, expecting thousands of likes
You thought you were a friend, you're putting on a disguise
(Stop)

[Verse 4]
Maybe if you listen to me once in a while
You'd all understand this is the best I can give
More that I try, the more I feel I should quit
If you're looking for an answer buried under my skin
Told you everything that's wrong with me
And everybody's still expecting the best of me
I've been the best I can be
I'm a mess and lonely

[Verse 5]
Fuck with me for the last time, this the last night
Fights getting outta hand now, but it's alright
Fuck living, I'ma die now, it's about time
Sheltering my mind out from the outside
I'll throw that bitch in the air, you know you never had to lie
And if gravity's fair, you'll break the bones all in your spine
'Cause what happened to you, should never spiral in my life
I'm deaf to your shit, can't hear you talking all the time

[Verse 6]
Far beneath the plane, this is where I belong
'Cause I've been here decaying and collecting in dust
And I don't know how to tell you, love, I'm feeling the worst
It's all gone wrong, love, I'm fuelling a curse