New Old Me

INTRO
(Female)
This is ridiculous

VERSE 1
I feel like Richard Sherman, I’m too deep in the zone right now
I had too much tonight, I swear I can’t be alone right now
I haven’t slept in two days, I’m drifting off into my own right now
I haven’t felt myself lately, you’ll have to fix that at home right now
I just texted my ex-ex, I shouldn't have used my phone right now
She blowing up on my messages and I ain’t trying to act too grown right now
What you say to me? I don’t appreciate your tone right now
Now you tell me you love me? Cause I told you I’m about to be on right now?

Just little blown right now
Tryna sort the whole thing out
About to shut the whole thing down
Baby, I’m way too gone right now

I'm in my own cloud, I’m so out
I'm trying to find my soul now
Why you gotta yell at me, I’m just tryna get you alone now
You saying I’m the sole reason I sold out - damn
Well where you expect me to go now?
I just need my vices and I know I got a lot of them
A list of some bad habits, staying faithful is on top of them

PRE-CHORUS
Don’t be mad I’m faded
You took too long, I waited
I told you I’d be patient
But there’s nothing left to save it

Don’t be mad I’m faded
You took too long, I waited
I told you I’d be patient
But there’s nothing left to save it

CHORUS
Sometimes I lie to you
Look you straight in the eyes and sell it right to you
I’m one hell of a guy, that's no surprise to you
You say you’ll leave but you won’t
Supposed to have a guilty conscience
Should feel bad, but I don’t
Sometimes I lie to you
Look you straight in the eyes and sell it right to you
I’m one hell of a guy, that's no surprise to you
You say you’ll leave but you won’t
Supposed to have a guilty conscience
Should feel bad, but I don’t

VERSE 2
Your biggest fear was falling for me and commitment was mine
You feel entitled to my loyalty and baby that’s fine
Tonight my only focus is in front of my eyes
Cause timing is money, money is time

There’s PartyNextDoor but I need you at mine
Told you once before I got the things that you like
Tell all of your friends 'cause tonight is our night
I’m balling on high, watch how I provide (mmmm)

I’m ashamed of everything I got
Spent so much on everything I bought
You lift the weight of the pain I brought
I’m looking for a different way to frame my thoughts, yeah
I told you lies but it ain’t my fault
You love me too much to ever think I won’t
You hold the weight of the pain I brought
I’m looking for a different way to frame my thoughts

PRE-CHORUS
Don’t be mad I’m faded
You took too long, I waited
I told you I’d be patient
But there’s nothing left to save it
Don’t be mad I’m faded
You took too long, I waited
I told you I’d be patient
But there’s nothing left to save it

CHORUS
Sometimes I lie to you
Look you straight in the eyes and sell it right to you
I’m one hell of a guy, it’s no surprise to you
You say you’ll leave but you won’t
Supposed to have a guilty conscience
Should feel bad, but I don’t
Sometimes I lie to you
Look you straight in the eyes and sell it right to you
I’m one hell of a guy, it’s no surprise to you
You say you’ll leave but you won’t
Supposed to have a guilty conscience
Should feel bad, but I don’t

OUTRO
All my past decisions leaving lasting impressions
Wonder when I went missing or if this is my cry help
They told I’m not the sum of the worst things that I’ve done
But you still think I can’t see past the reflections of myself
You think I’m acting crazy? I had a little - maybe
These words just got me wavey, didn’t mean to get to get us thrown out
You say I’m back to old me, I yell at you to just hold me
If we been here before then show me

We going home now?

(Female)
I can't believe you!
How could you do this to me?
. . .after everything?