New obligatory explanation song

[Verse]
Same days repeating, how the fuck am I suppose to sleep
Feel like lame, weeks coming, how my will been zapped with ease
I ain't really been honest, so what the fuck am I suppose to mean
My rage growing in dishonor, kill myself, claim finally
I'm a two faced embalmer, fuck ever knowing the real me
Bag inflates, I applaud her, but is that money real company
If I'm slept on, I faltered, cause this sin's really stopping me
Fuck the check, I dissolve it, die alone, see the best of thee
Sеcrets eating towards dishonor, leavе me alone, why can't you see
I had took what was honored, tore it up, don't talk to me
Malevolence took where we went, the one and only
Complex to betterment, come take it from me
Clothes shine like virements from those who holy
Suicide from starry eyes, I love you brodie