New Day

Counting my problems
Should be counting my paper
Counting the days till I meet with the reaper
Feeling like I'm ending near of the meter
Feeling like people pretending to see me
Probably get scared if you just knew the details
I ain't the same as the Smba on retail
Free-falling down guess I go with the flow
Feeling the pressure I roll up and smoke
Now it's speak up or choke and I'm caught at the throat
Feel like I'm missing the ropes
The boat it done sunk
Am I down on my luck
Tryna movе forward
And keep this shit clutch
My gears automatic I'm still fuckin' up
Keep it a buck I be arrogant as fuck
Messy ass past that I'm still clеaning up
Tragic so tragic the way that I run
Open my heart now I'm bleeding out fuck
Open my mouth now she leaving now fuck
Breathe
Ima get thru it
Crazy how weird can become so damn usual
You went from PA to so damn neutral
You went from SO to one that I used to know
Fuck
Sister got me but she ended up dead
Feel like I'm coming up next
Thinking bout' ones that I lost
Just picture me, staring at a wall
Little piece of glass that reflects all my flaws
You always too urgent
And nothing as important as work
Never say sorry
At something as little as losing yo car keys
Gon fuck fuck up your whole damn mood
You claim you mature but you
Scream at the moon
Claim that you got it, who you tryna' fool
Maybe the city wrong fuckin' with you
We all got big demons
But yours are nine-two
I have been in your shoes
And I know what you doing
Know what you lose
Said that you wouldn't be toxic
You breaking the rules
Breaking the mold I can't fit in these shoes
Splitting the time I got nothing to lose
Cloud up my mind I got nothing to prove
Gotta get better at speaking my mind
Glasses lost blind now I'm blurring the lines
Diamond in the rough but the shine got me blind
Best to be honest if I'm so sick of lies
I'm falling I'm falling I'm free
What if just what if you really got me
Can't change the past so I'll rewrite my wrongs
Bad with these words so I'll stick to these songs (Ahhh)

Ooooo,wooahhh,ooowoaha
I know my wrongs
But now you're gone
Sometimes
I feel like I'm the only one
O-o-o Only one yea
Only one am I the only one
Only one
Am I the only one
Only one
Am I the only one