New Day

Praying for my people
I’m always praying for my people
We don’t see a day without evil
We don’t see a day without evil

Spent many nights questioning my purpose
Sleeping on the couch with doubt, feeling worthless
Like a nuisance , felt so intrusive
Holidays at my ex’s house i stick out like a sore thumb
Had anxiety said i was going for a run
Im a closed book, always been scared to open up
Seeking closure for shit , that u already been done with
All this hurt i had to stomach

If i had 1 wish id wish away the pain
Throw my pennies in the wishing well when it rain
If i had 2 wishes id wish to speak to god
Question the creator why life is so odd

First journal that i wrote mentioned SUICIDE
A note to younger self i’m just glad you ALIVE
It’s a new day i can see the sun rising
Gifted with new vision so i see beyond horizons
My mercury colliding, yours was in retrograde
But dudes be lying on the internet to get themselves laid
Never fronting like i’m paid
Never lie to a relative
My bank account was negative they wondered why i’m negative

But it’s a new day
And i got hope now
Used to stress so much
I just coast now
Cuz it’s a new day
So put yo phone down
Kids still dying so please
Put the dope down
And it’s a new day
I faced the hardest nights
But u can’t move forward
Unless ur heart is right
And you gotta chase ur dreams
Thats they taught us right?
While i’m being chased by my nightmares
Every new day

But its a new day
But its a new day