New Dawn

I'm in that same boat
I place myself in every time we reach this point
And I'm starting to get annoyed
Because I think I'm stuck in place
I think I'm lost again
I think I'm going dim despite all the lights inside my head
And sitting here alone
And writing songs only we will hear is taxing me
I think I'm setting myself up
Because the music never helps
It only serves to take us both down into the same damn pits of hell
And I don't want that anymore

I just want to be given the chancе to reclaim the former glory I oncе had
But when I look back
I only see the worst in everything I'd done
And I know it's for the best because we all have to learn
But the lesson's never easy
The answer never comes through simple wish or simple tasks
It's always hard
And the harder that it gets, the harder it gets, the harder it gets

But that is just a sign
That we can tough a lot
And I can tough a lot
But there's something I have to find
And you can find it too
You can find your truth
Do you see it there?
Do you see it?

Do you hear that?
I can hear that

This is a story yet untold
And one of us must write the words
Before it gets too old
Or before I lose my strength
But it's coming back again
As it rises and falls with the tides
As I breeze in and out of my mind
I pull out things I never knew

And I'm becoming new
And I'm becoming new
And you can be there too

But I'm as scared as hell
To reach inside myself
I might find something I don't like
But now it's hard to mind

Because I've already sunk so low before
And I'll never go back there again
And something's coming up, I can feel it bursting out
I can feel that I've got something that's too difficult to announce, because

I know who I am so much better than you do
I know I've got life within me, and it feels like something new
And I've got time to sort this out, as we've all got to slow down
'Cause this is something I don't know but I'm getting better than ever now
And all that time I've spent just writing songs and counting out those beats
I could have understood or tried to learn or tried to use my feet
And get to run
But I spent my time inside and I made up lies
And I made up lies and I made up lies and I made up lies
And I tried to fight myself, but what good has that ever done?
I wanna break free from this obligation and run towards the sun
I don't even know who I am anymore
But this I'm sure
Never again will I tell myself I'm guilty of what I'm not
I'm so tired of this feeling, and the past I've long forgot

But a new dawn can rise from anywhere, at any time, I know
The goddess will rise, and I can be with her this time