Neverland

[Verse 1}
Waking up quarter past eleven
Life’s been slipping its way from me, now it's seven
Friends are asking what happened to the real me
I don’t know what they mean by that

And I’ve always been right here
Dreaming of what I could be
If I could muster an ounce of motivation
But sadly you can’t see the me I want to be
'Cause that is only something of fairy tales

[Pre-Chorus]
I tell myself if I don’t break, I’ll be okay
Just hold a little longer, don’t break

[Chorus]
But when I smile, it’s like I havе to try
I miss the times when I didn’t cry at еvery little thing on my mind
And I’m not feeling shy
And if Neverland was real
Would it be worth it to up and disappear?

[Verse 2}
Trying not to fall into habits
I can see myself miles and miles away from who I want to be
My thoughts are eating me kinda slow
But if I hold out now, I’ll make it through somehow

[Pre-Chorus]
I tell myself if I don’t break, I’ll be okay
Just hold a little longer, don’t break

{Chorus]
But when I smile, it’s like I have to try
I miss the times when I didn’t cry at every little thing on my mind
And I’m not feeling shy
And if Neverland was real
Would it be worth it to up and disappear?

[Outro]
Waking up quarter past eleven
Life’s been slipping its way from me, now it's seven