neverending

[Intro]
(This is a suicidal reject exclusive)
(I love you, Conner)

[Verse 1]
No one could have me around
I know the end is nearing now
I watch the final sunrise set
I wait to die, am I dead yet?
I think I’ll throw up first
They said it doesn’t have to hurt
They said it won’t be that bad
They said it can’t get any worse

[Verse 2]
Living was too much
I couldn’t love, I couldn’t trust
You didn’t know the real me
You thought of me as someone else
You thought the good outweighed the bad
But I know where you stand now
I can’t wait to get out
I can’t wait to get out
Hold your arms, and then I’ll pout
Do you love me, even now?
Will you love me when you see my coffin
Flowers dying down?
Will you love me once I make sure
All the bad parts disappear?
But I know that it stems from me
So I won’t let myself stay near

[Verse 3]
Furiously vomiting my guts
Body rattles, won’t shut up
I gasp for air, gargle on bile
Even yet, I can’t help but smile
Even yet, I can’t help but smile
More happy than I’ve been in a while
More happy than I’ve been in a while
A while more and I’ll be gone
I’ll never do anyone wrong
I left my debts all unpaid
Sorry for what I didn’t say
I just want to get away
I am doing you the favor
You’re a coward, just like me
So, I’ll finally set you free

[Interlude]
Ahhhh

[Verse 4]
You don’t care? That’s my fault
I know what I’m worth, just shut up
Is that God? No one will save you
I just wanted to be loved too