Never To Become

[Chorus: Catherine O'Hara]
Never to become...
Never to become...
Never to become...
For I am not the one

[Verse 1: Omadeus]
For I am not the one to become anything special
My dreams are more twisted than a carnival pretzel
Never to become rich and famous or a Hollywood star
My destiny's in the grave or incarcerated behind bars
Have visions of myself sleepin' in the ghetto streets
Livin' in a box, beggin' people for a scrap to eat
Hungry for money, robbin' the liquor store for some paint
And dyin' a miserable death tryna make my getaway
Lyin' in the pool of blood, my grave is a can of trash
All my dreams of becoming rich pass by in a flash
My curses that I break had everything
But I never took the time to be perfect at anything
Fuck it, I swallow a bottle of pills but it just ain't workin'
Must've slit my wrists the wrong way 'cause the blood ain't squirtin'
I'm havin' grim visions and contemplatin' my death
Might as well get it over with, 'cause I have nothin' left

[Chorus: Catherine O'Hara]
Never to become...
Never to become...
Never to become...
For I am not the one

[Verse 2: Tha Roka]
I tried to reach into your hearts but you ate me alive (Agh!)
So suicide was the road, now The Roka must drive (Yeah)
Unbuckled seatbelt, so they'll miss me when I crash (Wow)
Head-on collision with a truck and smash my face into the dash (Ugh)
All I wanted was a chance to sell my CD's for ten (Cheap cheap)
And feed my baby girl and even help out a friend (Yup)
But I'll never to become, it wasn't written in the scrolls
Attach bombs to my ribs, my only chance to explode (Boom)
I'm serious when I write because I'm fighting for life (Yes)
Spending all my free time makin' love to this mic (?)
But all my hard work can't even pay for a beer (Fuck)
I should've swallowed a fucking bullet, I've been starvin' for years
I don't even fuckin' exist 'cause I'm the ghost of The Lab (Poof)
I'm tryin' to embrace the world before I rot on a slab
To Whom It May Concern, fuckin' happy Halloween (Trick-or-treat)
'Cause suicide was the only thing Tha Roka could achieve (*Gunshot*)

[Chorus: Catherine O'Hara]
Never to become...
Never to become...
Never to become...
For I am not the one

[Chorus: Catherine O'Hara]
Never to be...
Never to be...
Never to be...
Never to be...
Never to be...
Never to become
For I am not the one