“I grew up knowing what love was by seeing what it wasn’t. A beautiful chaos. I am so grateful that I can now experience the most powerful force in the world.” – Elsy Wameyo
Shattered glass broken walls
Holes were made that could never be healed
All the lies you always told
The words you said I could never feel
Found comfort in a shadow
But It’s hard to comfort shadows
Didn’t want to have let you go
But I don’t have the strength
How can I ever love if I didn’t prepare for war
How am I supposed to fight for someone that can’t be found
Never was taught to feel don’t even know how to care
So how can I ever love if you were nevеr there
Ancient bonеs hold me up
Stronghold here in my blood
Always in your shadows
But I’m done with all your
Shadows
Know I have to let it go
To save my own strength
How can I ever love if I didn’t prepare for war
How am I supposed to fight for someone that can’t be
Found
I never was taught to feel don’t even know how to care
So how can I ever love if you were never there
Know I was patient
While you kept me waiting
My heart on my sleeve
And my soul on the pavement
I tried to put all the pieces together
The cuts and the shards
Never now always never
How can I ever love if I didn’t prepare for war
How am I supposed to fight for someone that can’t be found
I never was taught to feel don’t even know how to care
So how can I ever love if you were never there
How can I ever love
If you were never there
Never There was written by Elsy Wameyo.
Never There was produced by Mario Spate.
Elsy Wameyo released Never There on Fri Dec 04 2020.