Never Know

I, I, I never
I never know if you're dead, I never know
Well, maybe you are...at the bottom of the ocean in the back of a car
On a dirty bed in a crumbling room...
Oh, baby, what's your doom?
Don't know if you're dead, but I like it that way
Cause you know if I knew, don't know what I'd do
You were in the bathroom on your hands and knees
Your eyes, empty sockets, you're howling ghostly
Something wet spreading, my insides were sinking
You took too much, honey, what were you thinking?
Don't know if you're dead, but I like it that way
Cause you know if I knew, don't know what I'd do
Will you do lots of bad things baby
But about those I don't think twice
Far as I'm concerned, yeah, from what I've learned
Being far from me is your only vice
Don't know if you're dead, but I like it that way
Cause you know if I knew, don't know what I'd do
If you, if you had to go
Then, why did you not leave my heart behind?
Cause...
It dies a little, baby, every time I think you're gone
Every time I get it in my head that something's going wrong
I think that this will finally be
The time your luck runs out
And I'll be left here wondering
What this love was all about...
Don't know if you're dead, but I like it that way
Cause you know if I knew, don't know what I'd do
It don't matter where you go
To the highest or... or the lowest low
Cause I'm gonna find you, I'm gonna find you
And we'll be home