​​never knew

[Bridge: hamilton]
Already ghost, I can't let you close
Still, I don't know
Still, my heart stay closed
Yeah, I don't know, no I just can't tell
Fucked up in the head, I can't trust myself
One minute I'm cool, then the next I'm manic
Crushing 'scripts up under plastic

[Chorus: hamilton]
I watched our love die fast
I never knew 'bout that
I saw it all turn bad
Now, I don't want you back
Woke up and my mind is spinning
Woke up and the whole world's ending
Still searching to feel something
Still feeling like I'm nothing

I-I-I watched our love die fast
I never knew 'bout that
I saw it all turn bad
Now, I don't want you back
Woke up and my mind is spinning
Woke up and the whole world's ending
Still searching to feel something
Still feeling like I'm nothing

[Verse 1: hamilton]
Got a spark in my heart, I got smoke in my lungs
Should've known from the start you were never the one
I'm not the one that you want, why you put up a front?
Playing me like I'm dumb, make me feel like a dub
Baby, I'm done, yeah I'm moving on
You can call my phone but I'm already gone

[Bridge: hamilton]
Yeah, I'm already ghost, I can't let you close
No, I don't know so my heart stay closed
No, I don't know, no, I just can't tell
Fucked up in the head, I can't trust myself
One minute I'm cool, then the next I'm manic
Crushing 'scripts up under plastic

[Verse 2: hamilton]
Rolling spliffs up, I can't feel shit
When I can't think, that's my favorite
When you kissed me, I just lost it
Wishing I could've told what it costed

[Chorus: hamilton & harvest]
I watched our love die fast
I never knew 'bout that
I saw it all turn bad
Now, I don't want you back
Woke up and my mind is spinning
Woke up and the whole world's ending
Still searching to feel something
Still feeling like I'm nothing

I-I-I watched our love die fast
I never knew 'bout that
I saw it all turn bad
Now, I don't want you back
Woke up and my mind is spinning
Woke up and the whole world's ending
Still searching to feel something
Still feeling like I'm nothing

[Verse 3: harvest]
You don't even know what happened
I don't want to fix it all
Seeing through our glass, it's cracking
Hourglass, not filled at all
I'll never know your passions
'Cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage
I'm breaking down, I'm crashing
Not on the same page, not on the same page
I want you to be here, a main stay
One day I wanna play on the main stage
It's just that same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey
I want to be in the nosebleed
Know me, everything is better when you hold me
Or scold me, I'm slowly finding somewhere to hide like Brody

[Outro: harvest]
Knowing that you'll never know me gives me peace of mind
I hope you know I'm lonely like, all of the time
I start to realize that I won't come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place, I go on to the next thing