​never growing up

[Intro]
Aah, aah
Aah, aah

[Verse 1]
Saw myself fall but I'm coming up
The wounds are still open but they're covered up
Keep my mind open, never growing up
Daddy said he's proud, then I fucked it up
Show me how to breathe
It's only been a while
Since I suffocated drowning
From my own smile
Fake it till I break
And I can’t take no more
Can't nobody blame me I don't feel myself at all

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't be who you want
But I'm gon' be who I am
And I won't take it all back
Just fucking tell me who will I be when I'm gone

[Verse 2]
Saw myself fall but I'm coming up
The wounds are still open but they're covered up
Keep my mind open, never growing up
Daddy said he's proud, then I fucked it up
Take me to the moon, teach me how to fly
Pull the rug from under me, before I get too high
Feels like a restrain
Pressing on my brain
Why won't anybody come relieve me from my pain

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't be who you want
But I'm gon' be who I am
And I won't take it all back
Just fucking tell me who will I be when I'm gone
Who will I be when I'm gone

[Chorus]
Hate me
Break me
Anticipate me
Take me
Fake me
All when I'm gone