​​never gonna look back

We could stay awake for a million years
After I'ma breakthrough a million tears
But you won't look back
And I don't even know how you do it
No, I don't know
But you won't look back

And after all the times we searched forever
I always thought we would end up together
And I look back
Even though you never gonna look back
No, I look back

I wish I told you that I love you
Told you that I need you
My heart is beating fast
Every time that I see you
Smoking weed to forget you
And I'm drinking way too much
Missed therapy again
I'm at the point of giving up

Driving fast on the highway
With tears in my eyes
Think about all the times
I promised you I will try
And I don't what has changed
And I don't what to do
It's getting hard to let you go
I'm still not over you

And after all the times we searched forever
I always thought we would end up together
And I look back
Even though you never gonna look back
And I look back

I wanna hold your hand
In the pouring rain
I wanna hold you close
When I go insane
And even though I tried
Nothing really changed
I'm not really mad
'Cause who am I to blame

I wanna find peace
But there's nothing left
The way you look at me
It makes me so depressed
I can only imagine the way your feeling now
I can only imagine 'cause you're not here right now

And after all the times we searched forever
I always thought we would end up together
And I look back
Even though you never gonna look back
And I look back