Never Get Over

I guess that I never really get over anything
Though I'm coming out of Winter I'll never feel like it's Spring
And the weight on my shoulder will lift if I give some to you
'Cause I'm stupid and I'm lazy and there's nothing I can do

I never wanna hurt anybody, so I keep it all to myself
I don't know what to do with this feeling, so I'll sit on it 'til it melts
I'm not alone, I just don't feel like I'm in this room
And you don't want my love, though you're pretty sure that you do

I guess that I never really get over anything
'Cause I still miss the people I cut off so I could start healing
Turned off notifications on my phone, all it did was make me feel more alone
And I wanna understand my own feelings but you don't know what I mean

I never wanna hurt anybody, so I keep it all to myself
I don't know what to do with this feeling, so I'll sit on it 'til it melts
I'm not alone, I just don't feel like I'm in this room
And you dont want my love, you just really think that you do

I'm only alive to make sure that you're still fine
Every day is the same, wouldn't wanna step out of line
And I wanna feel love like you do, but I was made wrong and I'm not meant to
And the hurt is still lingering
I guess I never really get over anything