Never Ever

Rxmedy Chorus:
I don't know what I'm doing in here
Wasting my life away, living in fear
Tryna make music but I feel like nobody hears
Tryna be myself but I'm wearing a mask to cover the tears
Cover the tears, I'm out in the open but I wanna disappear
Getting singled out by all of my peers
All I want is music to be my career, you hear?

Rxmedy Verse:
I can't focus on this anymore
I'm sick and tired, I'm boutta walk right outta the door
I can't mess with all of this work you've been making me do
Then I get blamed when I don't get it through when it's you, now I'm through
Yeah, I'm done, I'm boutta let loose
I never wanna get up in the morning and that's true
I can't sleep cause I'm anxious about going to school
I swear to god I'm about to drop out, I don't care what I do
I just wanna make music and do this
I know it's a lot of work but I'm willing to go through it
Just to do something that will make me happy
I've spent so much of my life being sad, no capping
I've been slacking on the rapping, it's a bad thing
But I'm back in and I'm slapping on these tracks
Ain't no lacking anymore, I'm wrapped up on the floor
I can't deal with this for one more minute so I'ma walk out the door

Rxmedy Chorus:
I don't know what I'm doing in here
Wasting my life away, living in fear
Tryna make music but I feel like nobody hears
Tryna be myself but I'm wearing a mask to cover the tears
Cover the tears, I'm out in the open but I wanna disappear
Getting singled out by all of my peers
All I want is music to be my career, you hear?