Never Ever

[Verse]
I laugh about the same shit I cry about
I won't be straight until I got my problems ironed out
It's the profit that I'm eyeing now
My luck ain't been this fucked up
Since they took out my loved one
I called my granny just tell her that I loved her
It's been a minutes since I hugged her
I said these drugs got me fucked up x5
I lost my homie early June that shit fucked me up
Tho I don't show it
Pain bottled
Late night I'm ashing the roaches
Usually don't smoke it
But the way the blunt burn..
Ease my mind when I stroke it
I only love her when I'm loaded
But I swear my heart golden
Ever since a kid I struggled with the shit
Doc had me on them pills I blamed my mother for the shit
Ever since then I never put my trust up in a bitch
Or my niggas either
Learned to only trust myself
Till I'm the last nigga breathing
Or the fat woman singing
I waited this long to
Confront my demons
Well shit look at me now
Black and proud
Falling off in the deep end
I wonder what my uncle would tell me if I could see him!
They say go for your goals while you blinking x5
Cuz when the moon comes up u won't be able to see it
That's why everyday my pin carving letters in the margin
Cuz thas the only muthafucking way I can show you that I'm starving
I'm running laps around the game until they hit me wit a bargain
And it's just me up this shit
No bunks in the coffin
I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death
Light a set and chasing the Henny wit a shot of regret