​never commit

[Intro: kissherguts]
It's all good until its not
Scream that shit, my throat ripped out
Someone's there and they're not
You're not who they care about
Disappointments, I lost count
Bleeding out, I'm full of doubt
You ain't gotta know my kids
Saying change but I'm not convinced

[Verse 1: kissherguts]
Twnety-two years of me being straight pissed
No, I can't lie you was good at that shit
Loving me dearly creating a list
Creating [?] of what I would miss
Creating images that I look back to and I pray that all this shit could be fixed
But it don't work, I'm afraid of the risk
What if I like them a lot and fit in?
What if I don't and I just feel like shit?
And you wonder why I never commit
Never commit
Never commit

[Verse 2: funeral
Why is it so hard to understand?
Lazy, lazy, lazy, lay in my hands
I'll be damned if you said, my bad
Sitting on my bed
Can't nobody compare to the things you do
I ain't never been scared of the things you do
What I wanted [?], I'm working on my sleep
I wouldn't want it to last, didn't know what I need
Something that I can't be, it's so clear to see
It's either you or me, that's why you're scared of me
Scared of me, scared of me