Never Better

Another day
Another step towards recovery
Another step that was too far for me
Always looking back
Always sad

But you can’t rely on me today
It’s too late to call you anyway

Some days, in some place, I avoid picking up the phone
But on most days, I’m crying out for home

I want to be alone
But it gets lonely

If I woke up on some basement floor, ten years from now
Where did I go wrong?