Neutral

Another morning
For another day away
Another cycle
But the pressure in my head
Is here to stay
But the pressure in my life
Is in an older phase
Of harder days

There’s nothing wrong
But it’s hard to keep on moving forward
The culprit gone
Why am i blasé to things i never tried
To the things i would have died for
When i have them on the scoreboard
Fix the wiring
I’m cutting my own cord

So let me down
I’m trying hard to make a smile out of a frown
But i keep slippin’
Neutral ain’t so bad to be in
I’ve felt worse with other demons
If i’d float too high
It’s good that i’m weighed down

I’m breaking ground
Or i’m on the shelf
Just turn it loud
And you’ll convince them it sounds better
Maybe they’ll let you put letters
On a line
Now it’s all fine
Right

You’re cutting years off of your life for nothing
If you were better at the start you’d find your fit by now
You used to be perceived as something different
I wasn’t ever that
You didn’t see the wall behind the words

So let me down
I’m trying hard to make a smile out of a frown
But i keep slippin’
Neutral ain’t so bad to be in
I’ve felt worse with other demons
If i’d float too high
It’s good that i’m weighed down