​neon lights

[Verse 1]
I feel you on me, but I don't mind
So all I see is neon lights
Shining on me and they're way too bright
I'm ashamed of how I spend my nights
Drunk driving home, I don't feel right
Rather leave than to start a fight
About what we are or what we're not
If I'm not careful, I'll miss my stop

[Chorus]
But I know I don't mean much to you
Just another body who trusted you
And you can put me on your list
Of all the girls you've once kissed
And I know that you don't know the truth
That I just wanna be close to you
And if I had a list
You'd be the only one I'd kiss

[Verse 2]
You need me for the dopamine
The feeling of winning
And I'd give you all I have of it
But there's just no way you'll ever quit
And you'd never love me right
I know I'm just for the night
But I lie, say "It's alright"
Even though you never leave my mind

[Chorus]
I know I don't mean much to you
Another body who trusted you
And you can put me on your list
Of all the girls you've once kissed
And I know that you don't know the truth
That I just wanna be close to you
And if I had a list
You'd be the only one I'd kiss