Negative

[Intro: Rell Riley & ThaCursebeatz]
Errbody shut up!
This a Curse Beat
Why am I so
Why, why, why

[Verse 1: Rell Riley]
Look, I been running at a steady pace
As soon as I fall, I let the Devil tell me to my face
That I suck
Make the bucks and my child black everyday
As soon as things don't go my way
I'm praying on resumes
On the look
I been happily married for awhile, but soon as she gallow with me I'm thinking I'm going file for divorce
I'm cutting my hair in the mirror, the fade is perfect but I stare at the part, I cut it too thick, now it's destroyed
Man, I been working out and eating right
Go to McDonald's once, and everyday I'm waiting in the line
Look, why am I so negative like making minus signs?
Why am I so negative, it's repetitive in my mind
Why am I so quick to sin, I thought I learned my lesson
Why am I so quick to quit when I want progression
Why when I sin, do I forget about my wins and I just focus on the loss, took the day I'll get it on the next one
Why would I scuff a new pair of Timbs, I don't want to wear em'
Why do I always let one thing take me back to square one, word

[Hook]
Why am I so negative
Why am I so negative
Why, why, why
Yeah, why am I so negative, yeah
Why am I so negative
Why, why, why
Why am I so negative
Why am I so negative
Why, why, why
Why am I so negative
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Why, why, why

[Verse 2: Rell Riley]
Dropped a million mixtapes, everybody love em'
Dropped an album, they hardly purchased
I got discouraged, that just made me go harder than let losses define your purpose
Man, I felt like Kevin Love and Kyrie Irving
Why do I feel like I look good when she wants me badly?
Why when she seeming unhappy, I'm feeling unattractive
How can people be friends 20 plus years, then they women stay feeling nothing, they can never trust em' again, I understand
I just think it's crazy how the mind works
Quick to criticize somethin' we don't even try first
Flyin' first class, yeah that's sinning to us
And being broke is being humble, Satan fibbet to us
Talkin' down our brothers and sisters livin' it up
How can blessings and curses come off a similar tongue
Why do I stop wearing my all whites if I got rid of stuff
Why do always let one thing take me back to square one, word

[Interlude: Rell Riley]
Why am I so negative
Why am I so negative
Why, why, why
Finally brothers and sisters
Whatever is true, whatever is noble
Whatever is right, whatever is pure
Whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable
If anything it's excellent or praiseworthy
Think about such things
Man, don't be negative
(God is good to me, way too good to me)
(God is good to me, way too good to me)
(God is good to me, way too good to me)
(God is good to me, way too good to me)

[Verse 3: K-Drama]
My mind works in a way, at times I wish it didn't
Sometimes I get through a day, I have to be insistent
On making Philippians 4 and 8 my mantra
Directing my conscious, negativity is a monster (for real)
I do a show, everyone on their toes
Minus one and I feel like the whole show blow (I blew it!)
I'm posed to be on SoundCloud that gets a lot of likes
And feel the worse if the next check don't get as much
Same thing with the pics on IG
And people look right by me (man)
I feel like I'm important if I'm not shining
Last week felt good, business legit
This week's slow, now I'm feeling like I should quit
Anything can be negative if I twisted that way
If it's bad, I gotta look beyond what the facts say
It's easy to take things to the extreme
When most times it's really not as bad as it seems (yeah)

[Outro]
Yeah heh, heh, heh
Yeah heh, heh, heh
Why am I so negative (woo, ooh!)
Why, why, why (why am I so negative)
Why am I so negative (God has been so good to me)
Why am I so negative
I gotta be positive
Help me lord!
Hahahaha!