​needle & thread

[Intro]
(Notmorgn)

[Verse 1]
You hate it when I leave, I wish that I could stay
I wish that we could fly to somewhere far away
Sometimes I'm feeling good, but never feeling great
If our love is so golden, why'd it fade to gray? (Why'd it fade to gray?)

[Pre-Chorus]
Still feeling like an outcast, I got some close friends
But we don't even talk anymore (I'ma fade away)
And recently I learned that the older that I grow
I care less and less than before

[Chorus]
Can't tell if I'm numb or I'm just growing up
I'm getting so good at covering it up
It's like a full-time job at being in my head
I'm my own boss, I got the needle and the thread

[Post-Chorus]
I'm getting so good, yeah
I'm getting so good
So good, I'm getting so good
I'm getting so good

[Verse 2]
Feel lonely when you leave, but, girl, I gotta go
I wish that we could fly out to somewhere on the coast
Right now I'm feeling good, I wouldn't call it great
Why am I so lonely but lock myself away? (Lock myself away)

[Pre-Chorus]
And I hate that it got brushed off when I was just a kid
It made me so sad when I was young (I'ma fade away)
'Cause anxiety grew with me, it's hard to talk about it
What I'm feelin' when I'm alone

[Chorus]
Can't tell if I'm numb or I'm just growing up
I'm getting so good at covering it up
It's like a full-time job at being in my head
I'm my own boss, I got the needle and the thread

[Post-Chorus]
I'm getting so good, yeah
I'm getting so good
So good, I'm getting so good
I'm getting so good

[Bridge]
Tell me what's so good about living with the pain
If I got one life, why don't I wanna feel a thing?
If you love me now, I don't think you'll feel the same
'Cause the weight on my head really damaging my brain
Tell me what's so good about living with the pain
If I got one life, why don't I wanna feel a thing?
If you love me now, I don't think you'll feel the same
'Cause the weight on my head really damaging my brain

[Chorus]
Can't tell if I'm numb or I'm just growing up
I'm getting so good at covering it up
It's like a full-time job at being in my head
I'm my own boss, I got the needle and the thread

[Post-Chorus]
I'm getting so good, yeah
I'm getting so good
So good, I'm getting so good
I'm getting so good