Need To Believe (Kline Bottle)

[Verse 1: Coal Cash]
I gotta believe that what I need is only in myself
The wealth of greed is nothing, so I don’t need no fucking help
Excel production of fluctuation, structures enough creation
Awaken from Hell’s cover, no longer suffer from its subjugation
Above my station, they want capitulation to assimilation
Limitation on how we bloom just to ruin the cocoon’s incubation
Think through frustration, illumination on the other side
Defy when I could’ve died, now I struggle to stay above the tide
I love to hide but you will find me by my brother’s side
‘Cause I tried to despair but only brought tears to my mother’s eyes
Despise fear, so I don’t steer clear from dread’s sight
My nightmares stare into the glare from a pair of headlights
I pledge life despite the strife that my vices inscribe
Revive back to life, no insight to why I survive
So I have died and now realized how my pain has swirled
Into an endless cycle of failed revival, tryna change the world

[Hook: Coal Cash]
I can’t quit now, I can’t allow my heart to concede
No matter how (“I need to believe”)
I made a vow to myself to help to lead the seeds
It’s deep-felt (“I need to believe”)
Defeat myself, I have dealt with a heart that bleeds
Wear it on my sleeve (“I need to believe”)
I gotta try to signify that a truth exists
Resist the call to fall, tryna crawl out of Hell’s abyss

[Verse 2: Coal Cash]
Future emission, precognitive prism of superposition
I listen for dialogue acquired from God to inspire with wisdom
Tradition a bog clogging my vision with a distance of fog
Starve for my remission, seeking contrition in religion’s facade
But God is within, so I’m with Him, not indifferent
I’m an imprint on this instance, I am intense, staying entrenched
In my intent, so I invent. I have been sent, I have been drenched
At the bottom of forgotten credentials, my mental’s been tense
Incentive for a quantum potential, essential policy
Colloquies with Mephisto official epistemology
Rheology on the ripples that’ll whistle down the halls of time
Primed by the pistol for the bristles that scrape the walls of mind
Won’t fall behind, my lines are crawling with the calling signs
Of design so appalling, kept in a cauldron filled with organ grinds
I walk a fine line up inclines and slippery tracks
With acts of trickery and misery, doing victory laps

[Hook: Coal Cash]
I can’t quit now, I can’t allow my heart to concede
No matter how (“I need to believe”)
I made a vow to myself to help to lead the seeds
It’s deep-felt (“I need to believe”)
Defeat myself, I have dealt with a heart that bleeds
Wear it on my sleeve (“I need to believe”)
I gotta try to signify that a truth exists
Resist the call to fall, tryna crawl out of Hell’s abyss

[Verse 3: Coal Cash]
Departed from fears that cloud, discarded all the years of doubt
My route’s been imparted as an artist who will target clout
A starlit shroud, I have vowed to reach the Heaven’s height
Igniting the session, I am living out a legend’s life
A scythe for weapon, I’m destined for Armageddon, not to mention
That I’m starving with a squadron they’ll never let in
Get in any way I can, battling sin, and I won’t crack
A reed in the wind, I may bend but I won’t snap
Hone rap to win vs. monstrous state of conscious
In the contest it created, I was fated for the conquest
Concepts innovated, the elated state of emanated
But jaded, near collapse, made hatred hatch from the inseminated
Incubated in a frustrated state of seething dread
Fed up with believing, I cannot stop from seeing red
The grieving lead to this bleeding, and I’m being spread
Thinner than corpse decay, and I’m a thought away from eating lead

[Hook: Coal Cash]
I can’t quit now, I can’t allow my heart to concede
No matter how (“I need to believe”)
I made a vow to myself to help to lead the seeds
It’s deep-felt (“I need to believe”)
Defeat myself, I have dealt with a heart that bleeds
Wear it on my sleeve (“I need to believe”)
I gotta try to signify that a truth exists
Resist the call to fall, tryna crawl out of Hell’s abyss

[Outro: Coal Cash]
Tryna crawl out of Hell’s abyss
Tryna crawl out of Hell’s abyss (“I need to believe”)
Tryna crawl out of Hell’s abyss
Tryna crawl out of Hell’s abyss (“I need to believe”)
Tryna crawl out of Hell’s abyss
Tryna crawl out of Hell’s abyss (“I need to believe”)
Tryna crawl out of Hell’s abyss
Tryna crawl out of Hell’s abyss