need a medic

Forget it, everytime that you said it
Like you love me, pathetic
Bae i'm hurt, need a medic
Better yet anesthetic
All that pain that you caused me
When i blow up, ima die kamikaze

I thought of you first
You thought i was the worse for that
Baby you're a curse, ima need a hearse for that
Xanax in my purse
I know ima die from that
I'm crying cause it works
What the fuck, you know about that?

Dissolution from the drugs
I keep it like that
I don't wanna be like us
I'm sorry for that
You never show no love
You losing for that
Anytime i hear your name
I ask them who that

Back to what i want, i know you'll never stay
Fuck what y'all been on, i'm sorry i'll never change
I'm happy that you were mine, cause now i know what i hate
I love that i lost it all, cause now i know to seperate

All i do is sing these tunes
Wishin that you love me too
Drippin blood, i thought of you
Like what am i to do
This picture isn't resolute
Painted it, my love for you