​necessities

[Intro]
I'm holding a hope for a random epiphany
The thing that I love is the thing that's been killin' me

[Chorus]
I'm sinking farther the more that you cling to me
I'm wasting my time tryna write you a symphony
I'm holding a hope for a random epiphany
The thing that I love is the thing that's been killin' me
I'm thinkin' 'bout my future and ignoring necessities
Ignoring my feelings, don't know what to do with these
I'm thinkin' 'bout my future and ignoring necessities
Ignoring my feelings, don't know what to do with these

[Verse]
I need something meaningful, I need something real
I need a reminder that I can still feel
I need a reminder that you wanna stay
That it's all okay
Just get through my day
I've been contemplating what the fuck to think about
I'm dissociating 'cause I don't even wanna try
I've been compensating just to feel like I'm [?]
Sometimes I don't wanna live, I also don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
Is it bad I wanna keep it all to myself?
It's bad for my health, can't make it by myself
Is it bad I wanna keep you all for myself?
I haven't been myself and I know you can tell

[Chorus]
I'm sinking farther the more that you cling to me
I'm wasting my time tryna write you a symphony
I'm holding a hope for a random epiphany
The thing that I love is the thing that's been killin' me
I'm thinkin' 'bout my future and ignoring necessities
Ignoring my feelings, don't know what to do with these
I'm thinkin' 'bout my future and ignoring necessities
Ignoring my feelings, don't know what to do with these