​nebula / hageru

[Part 1: nebula]

[Verse]
We be walking into the unknown covered by fog
What are you waking up for? You have no resort
The monologue is getting old
Yeah, time to cope, now drop this rope
I'm far too gone and I can't decide
If I wanna live or if I wanna die
As edgy as it sounds, it's not a lie
I can't deny, my heart has been dry
I gave away my hands and they took my arms
I smiled into the dark and then closed my eyes
I was naive and weak; ain't no surprise
I cried the whole night waiting for my demise
The fire in me, it burns my throat
And I teased it for months with alcohol
Rest assured I won't open up
I'll shut my mouth and I'll become dust

[Chorus]
I've faced the stars inside my dream, no astronaut
She cleaned my scars to open them back
She tied the knot with all my guts
I faced the stars inside my dream, no astronaut
She cleaned my scars to open them back
She tied the knot with all my guts
I've—

[Bridge]
数 ヶ月 前 から 私 は 非 人格 化 症候 群 に 襲わ れ て いる。
自分 を 自分 たら しめ て いる 柱 が どんどん 崩れ 始め て いる よう な 気 が する。
鏡 の 中 の 自分 が 分から なく なっ て き た。
これ まで 経験 し た こと の ない 強い 感情 が 私 の 中 に 刻み込ま れ、
不安 に 支配 さ れる。
自分 が どんどん 変わっ て いく の を 感じ ながら も、
心 は まだ 帰り を 拒ん で い て、二 つ の 状態 を 行き来 し て いる。

[Part 2: hageru]

[Intro]
I faced the stars inside my dream, no astronaut
She cleaned my scars to open them back
She tied the knot with all my guts
I faced the stars inside my dream, no astronaut
She cleaned my scars to open them back
She tied the knot with all my guts

[Verse]
They all deceived me; matter fact
I isolate because of that
They always stab behind your back
Lost too much blood, it's back to back
My loneliness is justified
I don't complain, I'm gonna fight
In order to fill up my cracks
'TiI collapse, I won't relapse
All of my hatred has been stacked
Inside my soul, for all this time
And all of my hopes have been smashed
I've been a fool but now I'm fine
I used to have suicidal thoughts
In the back of the Cadillac
But now the sun is shining through
All of my worries from the past