Navy Nightmares

[Verse 1]
I still feel you in this living room
You sing to me in carbon dreaming too
Mad but true
And I have known autumn far too long to summon spring
And I only say what I really mean while I'm asleep

[Pre-Chorus]
And I wonder where are your coordinates tonight
Compared to me

[Chorus]
Blue, I told you I was fine
The truth is I'm a liar
These navy nightmares I'm inside
I don't know how to be alive
Without you

I've hated you 'cause loving hurt too much
Imagine things you might have said or done
And hold a grudge
And these days are enough to turn a girl back to drink
And you always joked sobriety was for the weak

[Pre-Chorus]
And I wonder where are your coordinates tonight
Compared to me

[Chorus]
Blue, I told you I was fine
The truth is I'm a liar
These navy nightmares I'm inside
I don't know how to be alive
Without you

[Bridge]
All the things I think I need are things I know I don't
And all that really matters is the company on the road
I never get where I go, so I don't wanna be alone
But you never come home, you never come home
Hallucinations give me hope to fade
And I know there's people dying but maybe we all die in different ways
Only silence in your place
Where are you, love?
Please stay, stay, stay

[Chorus]
Blue, I told you I was fine
The truth is I'm a liar
These navy nightmares I'm inside
I don't know how to be alive
Without you

[Outro]
I can't believe I lost my mind a second time, a second time, I
I don't know how to be alive
Without you