Nauseous Dreams

Nauseous Dreeaammmmmsss

Can't escape white padded cell
Nerves are frayed a living hell
Diagnosis poisoned well
Ricochet an empty shell

Ill prescribed adulteration
Demons clashing altercation
Brain stem leaking past insanity
Writhe in pain the inhumanity

The voices speak from dusk to dawn
Nauseous dreams urge me on
Heave my guts in sleep paralysis
Nauseous dreams awake till dawn

Tying belts and testing rope
Describing death, injecting hope
I can’t recall the endless fall
Was this even real at all

I can’t remember