Nauseous

[Verse]
So let go of words that you never meant
I'm still here just waiting for this to end
The highrise is so cold
The west coast
With bright eyes I realized I'm missing home
And you can take me from the small town I grew up in
But that's a part of me that's so real I can't forget
There's a sickness in me and it's obvious
I need chaos in my life to feel refreshed

[Chorus]
So let go
If you wanna stay then let me know
Everything I had I ever knew
I'd risk for you
I would swim every ocean walk any avenue
Fighting with my conscious
I've been out of options
You tell me I'm sweet baby but I'm feeling toxic
I saw her when she walked in
So pretty I could drop dead
I can't pull my eyes from you you're making me nauseous

[Verse]
You left me polarized doomed to this fate
I never wanted anything more than to feel safe
I gave my love
You broke my trust
Somehow you convinced me there wasn't reason enough
Do what you want cause you're better without me
Bottle it up cause it's better than shouting
I'll be alright I got people around me
I'm doing fine but it's so overwhelming
I could sink to the bottom and never come out my shell
Or spend every moment with you and not be myself

[Chorus]
So let go
If you wanna stay then let me know
Everything I had I ever knew
I'd risk for you
I would swim every ocean walk any avenue
Fighting with my conscious
I've been out of options
You tell me I'm sweet baby but I'm feeling toxic
I saw her when she walked in
So pretty I could drop dead
I can't pull my eyes from you you're making me nauseous